love me or hate me.

 

toooons of pictures. pictures of me by the way. i thought that it would be cool for you to know how i look like cause i didn't post that much pictures of me lately. so this picture attac is like my apologize for you guys. i really wanted to do a "new in" post cause i went shopping and made some really good deals but my camera died. so next post will be the new in post. pinky swear.

yesterday i got a mail from ebookers.com with my exact flight dates for new york. aaaah. excited.

i was so happy about that and wanted to write my american mom that everythings safe now but right in that moment i got a mail from her that she booked her flight from tucson to new york for october to see me.

can't wait.

Yes, this fear is got a hold on me.

listen to that great piece of music.

my summer vacation starts in two weeks and really right after getting my results for this year i will jump into the airplane and fly to italy. summer in germany is no safe thing so i'm glad that italy is my safe thing this year.

the picture above reminds me of my last fall which spent in danmark right at the beach. just a lovely place which has a special place in my heart cause we use to travel down there every single year. (we is my family...just sayin')

the last fall was the best fall of my life anyways. i broke up with my ex boyfriend in august before and finally felt free to do anything i wanted to. so somhow i used to feel like...i was always hold back by him.

but now i'm a really free and joyfull person. but not a person that is made for being loved by someone else. 

i'm fine with that.

anyways. its so rainy outside and cold. so i will take a  long bath right now.

donald trump

listen to that song while reading the post.

as i promised: some pictures of me. 

anyways. yesterday i was out for a theater with my german class and i was really exited cause i loved it when we visited it before but it was just horrible. my gooooood, good cutie friend mimi and i were so bored that we nearly fall asleep. but this trip was the only bad thing that day. we went to wonderpots (first pictures!!)

and ate tons of frozen yogurt. mine was with brownies, chocolate pearls and rasberrie sauce. and after the theater when it was already dark outside we kept going around my wonderful hometown, had lots of fun in the train and stopped by plan b for burgers, beer and some cigarettes. i spend way to much time at this place but i love iiiiiit.

i really love those trips with my friends and i love all the lights in the city and that it never gets really dark and there are always people around you. trust me, if you never went to berlin, do it. this city will catch you and when you really lived there sometime you can't live without the city.

sail away.

sorry for the lack of posting. it got sooo warm and sunny the last week and i just needed to spend everyday outside with my lovely friends. and what made me really sad is that i had a huge fight with one of them. and he hurt me really bad but anyways i felt not able to leave the sunny places in my town. somehow i didn't post any pictures of me lately so i decided to go out today and take some for you.

the pictures above are just inspirational pictures for the summer and the way i'm feeling right now. like i need to get away from this town for some weeks. going to the beach and just forget everything.

just sailing away.

this is how i see the world

i was out with some of my best friends. we were sitting outside cause the nights get warmer and we drank yogitea all night long. somehow we started talking about our future plans and that our last year of school is

 right around the corner. a fact that made us all be a little sad about how fast everything went by.

anyways, i'm a person who has a plan in life but i don't think that this plan will be like fixed forever.

i don't know how my life will change in the next years. when i graduated 2013 i will leave

germany and will see the world and right now i'm not sure wheather i will come back or not. somehow, eventhough i truly love my hometown berlin, i feel like theres so much more out there waiting for me.

if i will come to a place somewhere in the world where i feel safe i will stay there, try to reach my goals there. no one told me that i have to stay in germany my whole life. it scares me a little that  it is possible that i leave my hometown forever but at the same time i'm so excited.

there's so much out there waiting for everyone of us.

maybe i will find all the luck, satisfaction, rest and love...

things i'm not sure about. things i didn't found yet, here.

2013:

new york-arizona-california-thailand-vietnam-japan-south africa-marroco-sweden

what do you think about my plans? would you love to see the world?

would you come back?

the walking dead

i'm obsessed with big statement necklasses. so i spent 2 hours

at forever21.com and found these babies. i hope some of them are still available

when i'm in the us this fall.

since my friend max told me about "the walking dead" i'm addicted to this.

it's series about zombies. i kno this sounds really plain and dumb

but you have to watch it. it's so damn catchy. i can't get enough.

so i'm off and continue "the walking dead"

i don't know why it turned so cold again. i was freezing so much when i

went home the last night. because i already miss the summerish feeling

 i decided to show you some more pictures from my trip to weimar.

i was sitting in a beautiful park which is called goethes park because

his garden house, which is so pretty, is in it and got my hair braided.

the girls who were with me even put daisies in it. it was so warm

and sunny the whole time.

yesterday i helped my friend lena with her cutie horsie and nearly

freezed my ass off cause it was sooo cold.

 

so are you guys interested in monthly favourite videos and hauls by me?

cause i'm ready to film a monthly favourite video. so just tell me.

 

btw. check out lenas blog:

hirschrollbraten.blogspot.com.

 

i don't know what you guys are doing today but i will stay in bed,

cuddle my cute kitten and watch tangled..like ever.

have a nice and blessed sunday.

xx